Wednesday, November 12, 2008

November 12, 2008 My Sister's Birthday

It is my Sister's Birthday, yes my baby sister. I love her so much, she doesn't even understand how much I am so glad she has been in my life and has supported me and loved me. She is wonderful. She used to drive me crazy with her head rolling when I slept with her. Our family was so disfunctional with a drunking father and a mother that refused to believe that anything was wrong. Our two older sister ran away and got married, and we were left alone to deal with the destruction. My mother told me the other day that she only stayed to protect us and give us a good life. Well in her eyes it was a great, good life because she had a life that sucks with a prositution mother and her boyfriend wanting her instead of her mother. Her life really suck, how could she love her mother after all of that. But my life and that of my little sister really felt that is was bad with verbal abuse, sometimes physical abuse, and certainly my mother was abused. But life goes on and my kids had a better life, and my mother feels that she gaves us a better life because she stuck with my father, so life goes one. We all do the best we can with what we have. God watches over us and loves us. So Be it.