Monday, June 13, 2016


Two Human Emotions. 
 Pick the one you want your life to live through. 
How do you do this? 
 Sometimes it is very hard,
 You see someone do something that you don't like?,
 An event happens that makes you want to fight back, 
 A person hurts you to your very core and you want to hurt back, 
 You feel worthless, you want to hurt back.  
Your life has no meaning, you want it to mean something.  
Life hits you with a bad episode of life? You feel helpless? 


Some say, "Don't sweat the small stuff and it is all small stuff"
Some say, "Pray and God will change your heart"
Some say, "Fast, Get down on your knees and look to Allah" 
Some say, "Give your heart to Jesus, He paid the price for our sins"
Some say, "Make your self happy anyway you want"
Some say "Go out and buy a gun and kill"
Some say " Calm yourself and meditate, Center you mind"
Some say" Hey he hurt me, my family or doesn't something I don't like,  I will get them back"
Some say, "My life don't matter, so what"
Some say, " They did that to me, I will love them no matter what?  It may not change them but it will change my heart and Love conquers all." That's what I say!

What do you say?

Wednesday, June 1, 2016

Weird Stuff, or should I say weird feelings.

I cried alot last night.  The tears would not stop coming. I think I went thru at least 10 Kleenex.  My eyes were almost swollen shut when I woke up in the morning. I used eyes drops several times today, cold compresses and rested my eyes with little naps.  They still hurt tonight.

What is the cause of my eye drips?  Children, yes, children,  they grow too fast, you do the best you can as a parent, you and them survive ICU's, Graduations, teacher's meetings, arguments, worrying and then they fly the coop.  As a parent you still pray, suggest, help financial, and pray some more.  They find love,  get a job, buy a car, a house, have a kid in any kind of order these days and you hope you did your best.  Then years later you find out things they they didn't tell you.  I asked myself, where was I when all this happened and I didn't have a clue.  And then it HIT ME!  I really don't know you after all these years, 30 to be exact.  I guess I have better listen more, apologize more, learn more and forgive more.    My tears have stopped, my eyes will feel alot better tomorrow.  I will continue to pray, let God lead them and teach them better than I ever could.  And most of all still love them.